And everyone is such a let down.

I skipped my class and rode my bike to the town library.
And then I borrowed Dreamland and Lirael.
I stopped by starbucks on the way back, placing it in my basket.
It spilled a little, but I asked them to put it in a bigger cup.
They have holiday cups now, the red ones with snowflakes on them,
and peppermint mocha and gingerbread flavors.
It reminds me of justin, and all of those december days.
And it reminded me of home,
and it reminded me of the bear hugs you gave,
and it reminded me of summer nights at the golf course
gazing out to see the infinite stars, coldly stare back at us.
And he had called, but I missed it.
Then when I began to read, I was she.
And now I have this emptiness in my heart.
I just want to read robert frost and drink tea.
Or be lulled into dreamland.

i wish we had an urbanoutfitters

Today was quite a busy day, and also, I am using older pictures since I cannot upload the ones I've taken recently. Today, I had astro obbins with lucy (she treated me because I won a bet we made). I took almost three hours to get ready. We didn't even eat inside br; instead, we went to a nearby parkbench and talked and ate. Then we raced in our cars (vroom vroom) to goodwill where I found a pair of boots that were really warm for when I go to boston and it snows. On the way there, I saw justin's car with his little weener antenna thing, so I called him and we met up at the mall. I drifted around with him and went shopping myself (some jewelry and a vest). I then bought a journal for my dreams and the interpretations of my dreams (my own interpretations with the assistance of other dream guides like freud though I still need to get his book). And on my way home, kristen called me and wanted to go for a coffee. I got to its a grind early and bought a 50/50 (orange juice and white chocolate... its alot more delicious than it sounds), but we ended up going to bj's with a couple of her friends to eat pzookies. All in all, I had a very eventful day though I did miss my gang (and I tried to hang out with them after, but my dad wanted me home... he still doesn't trust me I don't think). I really had fun today, and it was nice seeing all of my friends (all in one day!). Goodnight, I am going to read the amber spyglass tonight, but not too late because I have to get up early.