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I spent all day yesterday with him. I woke up pretty late because rhea crashed in our room (her roomie's bf was over), and I slept on the floor. I got on the 11 bus and for a minute, I thought I was on the wrong bus! I saw nick as I got off the bus. He makes me smile unconsiously. We headed over to Beacon St. where we looked at a buncha random stores (especially candy stores). We headed over to the aquarium where I had discounts ($8 compared to $20 woot woot:). We had so much fun, though I sincerely regreted not bringing my camera. We saw so many amazing things like fish that were bigger than me, sea turtles that I could ride on and rainforest frogs from my dream. After, we walked around where there were a bunch of stores and this comic book store where there were tons of cute things like gloomy bear. I bought a mug for kristen and nick bought a ridiculously good orange coconut smoothie. We saw street performers: a hot singer named brian bergeron as well as three british acrobats that were extremely funny. I had fun and we went back to his frat. On the t, we stood together and I held him so close, and my heart, it hurt so badly. We went to a preparty before PBE, and we met up with rhea and anne, alex and jean-paul. I wanted to take a third, but he was worried about me (I wanted to because I was pretty mad at him). We had so much fun at PBE, and I saw jennifer. We went back to nick's frat where there was nothing left except hookah. I was freaking out about rhea because she wasn't feeling good, so I didn't really do much except run around making sure she was okay. I fell asleep in his arms. I had the saddest dream that I can't remember.
Once nick told me when two people's hearts are next to each other, they beat together. My heart felt like that, in sync with his. It felt like his heart, not mine.
I can't feel me anymore.
Last night, I caught the 6 bus to Comm Ave. He met me at the stop; it was much warmer than I expected, but still cold enough to wear a jacket. We walked past the brick buildings. We ate cookies. On our way out, I almost forgot my purse on his couch, then we hopped on the T. It felt like no one had ever existed till now, and every person on the planet stood by us, holding onto railings so they wouldn't fall. We got lost; I laughed hard at him, he stopped my laugh with a kiss. We entered the museum, hand in hand. Barely containing myself, I pulled him to Karsh's photo exhibit. Faces, faces, faces, and their expressions. Gazing so deeply into their eyes, windows to the soul; their frowns, and wrinkles. Einstein is a genius, Karsh is an artist. And me, I am a fool. (Then the rest was something I wish I could forget.)
Seriously one of the best nights of my entire life!!!!!
Even though I'm sick, I went out with nick and his friends tonight on a double date. I missed the first bus (whops), but that's okay. He made the reservation at 8 because somehow, instinctively he knew I was one of those "always late" girls. We ate at a small mexican restaurant with authentic food and a homey feel and terrible service. Then we wandered looking for the movie theaters, taking the T for the first time in my life. We decided to watch vicky christina barcelona. It was such a strange movie, and there were strange events that occured in the theater (like slurpies being tossed in the air). Afterwards, nick and I split up from his friends and we went back to the frathouse via the T. Rhea and jen didn't have a good time, so they left, but nick and I went up to the rooftop where we began pda (hahaha). It would have been totally romantic except 1. it was freezing, 2. there were people around and 3, there were no stars out. It was still very nice. We talked some more, and eventually had to run back with annie and rinaldo to the bus stop. Nick was so sweet and affectionate (PDAAAAAA). It was actually quite rediculous. We ran into lisa and she kept saying how cute we were.
like you have nooooo idea.
but its okay because i'm not the defense now, and i'm not going to walk into things blindly. i swear i've learned my lesson (or maybe i just can't help wanting to be around him). i hope things end up well.... ;AKSDJF;ALSKDJFSKLDJ ahhhh.shoot me now.
