Speculations, Blueberries, & Hello Kitty

Today helped me tear away from the routines of the past few monotonous weeks. Luella came over, and we sojourned to the mall, drifting through stores like ghosts through walls. Then we ate rattlers :) My insides pang with a complicated mixture of regret and sorrow, though today has helped me think of other things. Abe, dan, ashlie, so many more. I wish I could be carried like a paper doll, then I could have paper doll clothes. I am eating blueberries & trying to find a song to fit my mood, and I've yet to find a song (ipod on shuffle, ihome), or atleast, lift me from this rut.