you need to believe me when i say

Its funny how people let you down slowly until eventually you don't even expect anything from them. And the ones that matter will prove you wrong; the rest don't matter, or so you wish.

Today was such a mixed day. I'm more tired than anything and worn out. I wish I could see the silver lining in things like you can. Please tell me how you lift these heavy bricks and how you built this path for me to walk on.